VICTORIA and RACHEL.

The two girls I run to whenever I had issues related to the heart.

Though they are both younger than I am (Vic is born in December, while Rachel is one year younger than me),

but they both tend to say right things.

Sometimes they might sound harsh, but only true friends will tell you the truth.

And that's what they do. 

I miss hanging out with them, talking about everything, feeling as carefree as a bird.

Lucky for us, we have Facebook. 

Imagine if we were to live in our parents era, with no Facebook, being a student.

Oh gosh, I don't want to imagine that.

I'm happy being born to this era. 

And I'm happy that I met these two girls in this journey of self discovery.

I am who I want to be, and they are there to watch.

They are the blessing that God sent from heaven,

which I couldn't ask for more. 

I hope that I am a blessing to them too.

Girls, you are my diamonds, my precious diamonds.

Not even gold can replace you girls.

Our friendship is so precious, and I love you girls.

May God bless our friendship.

Amen.++

"Find light in the beautiful city, I choose to be happy.

You and I, we're like diamonds in the sky"

Rihanna (Diamonds)

“Someday, we’ll run into each other again, I know it.
Maybe I’ll be older and smarter and just plain better. If that happens,
that’s when I’ll deserve you. But now, at this moment, you can’t hook 
your boat to mine, because I’m liable to sink us both.” 

Gabrielle Zevin, Memoirs of  A Teenage Amnesiac

Lucas Scott (One Tree Hill)

*Photos are in random order. Taken from Victoria's, Elly's and Liang's Facebook page*

Exactly how my emotional graph these days. 

Am I not thankful enough in life that it leads me to feel this way? Had I prayed to God less these days that my feelings started to astray, even at the smallest, minor changes? Sigh.

But I must not lose faith, and I must always remember this:

Sincerely, 

THIS IS NOT THE END. YET.

I am lucky to be alive, everyday. Although there are times life seems tough, but I will always remind myself, that somebody, somewhere, out there might be having problems worst than I am having. Some even died at an early age, when they have not seen half of the world. Is that not enough reason for you to be thankful?

While I was doing my assignments, (I am the type who must listen to songs when I do my work, or else I'll end up bored) I was listening to Jason Chen's version of Tong Hua when I realized that the song has a beautiful meaning. And suddenly, I started to imagine myself slow dancing to this song to, yes, my faceless groom. Oh so beautiful. I like dancing in particular, but I never slow dance before. Like, with the one I love. Well, I did, once. But it was a loooooooooonnnnngggg time ago. Hence, explains this is included in my bucket list. TO SLOW DANCE WITH SOMEONE I LOVE. Perhaps on my wedding? And on any occasions lah where I can slow dance with my partner. 

Does my partner have to know how to dance? I don't know. Oh faceless groom, should you? Haha. Well, as long as you're sporting enough to be my dance partner, I'll be okay. But if you know how to dance, it's a bonus for you. Just like good looks are a plus for the good character that a person have. 

I hope I will find my dancing partner. Someday. Soon. 

Amen. :)

On another note, congratulations to our national hero, Dato' Lee Chong Wei and his wife, Datin Wong Mew Choo on their wedding. It's a beautiful wedding, and I love weddings (I just had to add that. Haha). May you both have a prosperous married life and bear cute babies. And with this, I say goodnight. 

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