The Fault In Our Stars...... withdrawal

So on Saturday, the best friend and I (along with her sister and the BFF lol) decided to watch the movie at MBO, The Spring.

If you have read my previous about me being a bookworm, I'm sure you would know the reason why I was so excited to watch this movie.

Prior to weekend premier of this movie, I actually went to GSC website and Cinema Online

 EVERY SINGLE DAY,

just to check on when the official date of it coming out.

*note: I am usually not like that when it comes to watching movie at the cinemas. I usually watch movies at the cinema on friends invitation.*

If only I was that dedicated to my studies, I would be a first class honours student this coming graduation

instead of what I have gotten fml.

The moment I realized that there is a showtime for this movie, I quickly told the best friend about the good news, and we agreed to watch it on Saturday, at noon, even though it is the fasting month.

We both arrived at the cinema just in time to buy us tickets.

Luckily they were four of us, because it was showed at the couple seat hall, hall 4 (those of you who are movie goers would know this I'm sure).

Imagine how awkward it would be if we came in three, instead of two, or four haha.

The moment we entered the hall, I was quite surprised that the hall was not full.

Perhaps not many realized that the movie is out, or they watched it at a different showtime Idk.

And then the movie was on, and everyone was very absorbed.

There are some funny parts (it's a plus if you've read the book, otherwise, you might be blurred about some of the reference in the movie), but towards the end when Augustus Waters finally revealed to Hazel Grace about his cancer had spread to his whole body, I can hear sobs everywhere in the hall.

Like, literally.

First, there's one person sobbing, then somebody else continued the first person's sobs,

then another person continue and the circle goes like that until the part where.......

okay, I shall stop there for then it means I will give away spoilers!

I give this movie a five stars, because it is as good as the book itself. 

The director really followed most of the scenes, I'd say, around 95% of the book. 

There are some minor changes though, but that's okay.

Because I am, in fact, having withdrawal syndrome after watching the movie.

I can't stop thinking about the sadness that Hazel Grace had felt when she knew the love of her life is sick, again.

I wondered if there are any guys who are like Augustus Waters, or even close to having qualities like him; because, in the words of my best friend, "I would love to have me one Augustus Waters, a cancer free one though." Lol.

And how meaningful is the friendship between Augustus and Isaac, that Isaac is willing to stay blind because the world would be meaningless without Augustus.

I KNOW RIGHT???!

The book/movie has many awesome quotes that I don't have any words to express how I feel reading it.

There are also some unforgettable scenes.

Like this one, where Augustus waited for Hazel Grace to come back from her doctor's appointment,

to bring her for a picnic. Oranjee style lol. 

And then there's the part where Isaac, Augustus and Hazel Grace went to Monica's house to throw eggs at her car. Btw, in case you're wondering who Monica is, 

she is Isaac's ex girlfriend, who dumped Isaac right before he had a surgery to remove his eyes to prevent the cancer from spreading further. Mean, huh?

Oh, and then there's this!

The part where Hazel Grace and Augustus first talked to each other, 

outside of the literal heart of Jesus lol.

Ughhhh... that sheepish look. How can one not melt seeing that face???

This is how it goes:

Augustus: So, what's your name?

Hazel Grace: Hazel Grace.

Augustus: No, I mean, your full name?

Hazel Grace: Hazel Grace Lancaster.

And he decided to call her Hazel Grace, ever since until the final days which leads to his death (oooppss.... spoiler alert).

I don't know how Hazel Grace feels, but if I were Hazel Grace, 

I am so happy because he (Augustus Waters) made my name very special;

like it sounded very right, and safe.

Because I know the feeling of having someone saying my name, that it sound so safe.

And that it sound, so safe, and so right, in his voice, in his mouth.

*And until today, I cannot find anyone who can say my name as right, or as safe as he did.*

And my favourite scene, among all, 

Is the look, before the kiss.

If you actually (or have the chance to) read the book, you will notice how intense the feeling that Hazel Grace have in wanting to kiss Augustus Waters.

And when they kiss, it is like the climax of this movie because, 

well, THEY FINALLY KISS!!

Can't believe that Shailene Woodley and Ansel Elgort can really bring the characters of Hazel Grace and Augustus Waters into live, so real, feelings and all. 

So,

if I were to sum up how I felt after watching the movie, this would be an appropriate summary of it.

If any of you readers who enjoys watching romance movies, or is familiar with A Walk To Remember, you would want to watch the movie. 

I dare say it is a tear jerker movie.

And if you didn't cry when watching this, I suggest you get yourself checked.

Might be your emotions is all mixed up or something.

Haha kidding.

No seriously.

Please watch it and then you'll understand what I'm yapping about. :)