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Marcy J: A proud Iban-Bidayuh lass hailing from Kuching, the land of Borneo. A daughter, sister, granddaughter and a wonderful friend. Making memories is a daily job.

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Disclaimer

This blog contains a lot of cheeziness, emo-ness and love. If you cannot stand one out of the three mentioned earlier, you may go to the "X" button and close it; as I tend to write based on my feelings a lot. A sassy, talkative lady, as well as witty (perhaps in my dreams). Photos are either taken from Facebook, Twitter, own collections or Google images. I usually scheduled my blog post most of the time, either 12 noon or 3 p.m.

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You Put Your Arms Around Me, I'm home

Me: I am one of those people who realizes something late.
Hany: You nang. That's why you have friends. *said as a matter of fact-ly*

Truthfully, I'm not offended by what she said because her intentions are real, to wake me up from whatever I had been feeling this past few weeks. And this not only apply to Hany, this applies to the kumangs as well. So the truth may hurt you, but it's only for a while.

Question, what would I do without you girls?

With love,

Marcy.

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That dark place

Lately, my post has been very emo-ish, I know. Some might puke upon reading it. But I can't help it, I'm an expressive person. People know when I'm happy, people know when I'm angry. Heck, someone even described me as hyper, "usually have a lot to say". Hany backed up that statement by saying, "hanging out with you is never boring because you always have stories to tell".

*What an irony I'm currently listening to The Lonely by Christina Perri.*

But not many people know when I'm sad. So far, only two people knows and can really see through me. One of them is now a stranger, who once have memories with me. Though, I ever shed tears in front of two of my kumangs, and they are shocked to know that I actually cried. Yes, I'm a human too. I may not cry in front of you, but that doesn't mean I'm not hurt.

Anyways, after the talk with the bestie, I learnt that I am not the only one who has ever been in a dark place, thinking that I will never be love by someone; that I might *I shall quote myself here* die forever alone.

Maybe this is just a phase that I hope, will go away soon.

And so, while browsing through Tumblr, I read in one Tumblr (click here) page about the many types of mood disorders, and one of the mood disorders I think is exactly what state of emotion that I think I am currently having right now.

Recurrent brief depression

This is distinguished from major depressive disorder by differences in duration. Depressive episodes occur once a month, and last for less than 2 weeks. Episodes must span at least one year and, for females, must be independent of their menstrual cycle.

My menstrual cycle had ended two weeks ago, but yet I'm still super emo. Hence, explain my emo tweets, emo blog post, emo everything. I can't promise that I can't stop feeling emo, but I know that this will stop, soon enough.

Just bear with me.

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The Lonely

2am; where do I begin,
Crying off my face again.
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night.
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me til I fall asleep.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely.

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

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Girl Crush

*Disclaimer: While earlier I read longs posts from fellow bloggers, mine will be short and filled with pictures.*

I'm not gay, don't get me wrong. I'm as straight as a ruler. But this is normal, because I know I'm not the only one who have girl crushes. So this post is mainly gonna be pictures of those girl crushes that I have, and why I have a crush on them in one/two sentences. So let's start, shall we?

NICOLE SCHERZINGER

The main singer of Pussycat Dolls. The reason I like her is because she's hot. Have you seen her body?

SHAY MITCHELL

Emily Fields of Pretty Little Liars. Compared to the other Liars, she is the only one who is not skinny. Proves that girls, you don't have to be size zero to be beautiful.

SHAKIRA

She's Latina. What more can I say?

JENNIFER LOPEZ

For a 43-year-old, she's one smokin' hot mama. I especially love when she dance. Maybe I have a thing for female who dances. Haha.

BEYONCE KNOWLES

I had a crush on her since her Destiny Child's days. Now, the wife to Jay Z and mother to Blue Ivy, and she's still as solid as she was then. Plus, she has a great voice, a great entrepreneur, an actress. What an excellent resume.

KATY PERRY

If there's anyone who can make vintage looks hot, it's her. My obsession with vintage began after I saw her music video of Thinking of You.

I think that's about it lah, on my girl crush(es). I was about to search for another 4 but I couldn't think anymore (plus I ended up doing a Google search on Annatasha Saifol -__-. P.s. She's real purdy. Really is), so I guess that's about it.

"But you can see it my eyes, you can read on my lips, I'm trying to get a hold on this. And I really mean it this time. And you know it's such a trip, Don't get me started. I'm trying to get a hold on this"